Giving up. Or not.

I pretty much gave up.

Not without good cause.  Too many years of wanting but failing to articulate.

A lot of that is down to a taciturn nature.
I don't talk, so naturally, I don't write.

The other factor is lack of audience.  There is no audience which wants to hear the message I want to deliver, and partly for that reason, non that I could hope will even understand it.

I won't delve deeper into the pathology.

So why am I here?

Well, I tried to give up, but failed.
Failed to find an alternative (one must surely do something?).